before i remember...

everything i do is for all the wrong reasons.
sometimes i need to take my own advice.
get over it.
get over it.
get over it.
i am not any different from you if i keep going on like this.
i just need to say it.
breathe.
breathe.
breathe.
is this everthing you hoped for?
is this everything you dreamed?
i hope it is.

Update

Anyone who reads this I have another blogspot I will also use.
You can find it at alltheworldiswaiting.blogspot.com.
It is sorta my side project.
But yes I will continue to post here. :)
This is more of my writings but there is more of a diary.

We laugh. We scream. We sing.

1. Exercise more.
2. Run for Cross Country.
3. Make at least 10 new friends.
4. Discover at least 15 more bands.
5. Read at least 20 books not required by my school.
6. Do an art project. More specifically a painting that I can keep for a long time.
7. Face my fears

1. sort of
2. incomplete. not until next year. :(
3. i have made 6 new friends.
4. oh, hush!, envy on the coast, thee armada
5. incomplete
6. incomplete
7. getting there

As for that...

1. Exercise more.
2. Run for Cross Country.
3. Make at least 10 new friends.
4. Discover at least 15 more bands.
5. Read at least 20 books not required by my school.
6. Do an art project. More specifically a painting that I can keep for a long time.
7. Face my fears.

1. incomplete.
2. incomplete.
3. i have made a total of 3 new friends, so far.
4. sing it loud, the elation, white tie affair
5. incomplete.
6. incomplete.
7. i have faced one.

Sing this Sorrow

Why so cynical?
I am not a cynic.
I am not a critic.
I am a realist.
I see a lot a bad in this world,
yet some of us dare to call ourselves perfect.
Maybe everyone is perfect.
Imperfection is perfection.
"All of us are in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars."
Is it not true?
Prove me wrong, I dare you.