i just gave myself the shivers.

1. Exercise more.
2. Run for Cross Country.
3. Make at least 10 new friends.
4. Discover at least 15 more bands.
5. Read at least 20 books not required by my school.
6. Do an art project. More specifically a painting that I can keep for a long time.
7. Face my fears

1. at a halt.
2. incomplete. not until next year. :(
3. i have made my 10 friends. COMPLETE!
4. you, me, and everyone we know, playradioplay!, all time low, metro station, we the kings, the cab, four years strong
5. incomplete
6. incomplete
7. incomplete

with empty stomaches, and hungry eyes; our only choice was to swallow pride

remember when you told me sleep was overrated.
insomnia was the next best thing.
what happened?
where's the trend?
where'd the one liner yo always used go?
"everyone's doing it."

is is because when you dream your mind is haunted with memories of her?
i will never be in your shoes.
but i am scared too.
but we can only run for so long.
we are both out of breath, so just give in.
this is the only day when it will be okay.

you can't buy happiness but the bottle.
booze, sleeping pills, whatever.
they only work for a while before they eat you inside out.

what am i talking about anyway? idk.